They say that if you really want something, you should always be very
visual about it and be very clear of what you want. In my previous
post, I have posted about what I learned from Deepak Chopra on how to
manifest your soul mate or one true love.
I am not very good at visualization because I have a very short
attention span. Every time I start to visualize, new thoughts would come
in and would destroy the initial visualization I had. In short, I do
really have a very short attention span.
But I am a good writer, (based on my very prejudiced opinion :)) and I
love writing letters. Long letters. And more so I love writing
traditional love letters. I think it is something lovers should try
doing more , putting down into words your feelings in your own
handwriting, which is more personal than an email. It is also a good way
to reconnect with your younger self.
And so, what I did was to compose a letter , for the future love of
my life and in it I wrote every little detail of the kind of love I want
to have for my future.
So, here goes….
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Dearest You,
I cannot even find the words to express my gratitude for everything you do for me, and for everything that you are.
Looking back, had our paths not crossed, I don’t know where life
will have me at this very moment. Everything with you is a new
experience, a new perspective of how life is more beautiful when you
learn to trust that one day, everything will be alright.
You were never the kind of person that I would meet in my
everyday life. Our paths crossed in a very unconventional manner, and so
I would like to think that somehow, a force stronger than us, brought
the two of us together. Destiny? Fate? Maybe.
You are sweet. You d0 things to me and for me which no one else
had ever done before. Because of that, I admire you and respect you more. You
never fail to surprise me, in any way you can. I used to hate
surprises, but now I crave for more. And that’s because of you. You
showed me that life’s better when you allow a little spontaneity rather
than always being in control of everything. You taught me that
sometimes, letting your hair down is not being childish but enjoying the
best gift of life. Happiness.
You awaken the goddess in me that has been hibernating
for quite some time now. You make me feel alive once more. I learned to
smell the flowers once again and savor the fresh scents of nature. With
an active spirit, you taught me that being a push-over can sometimes be
motivating. Your positive outlook in life is infectious! I am full of
positive energy because of everything you taught me and influenced me.
And for this I am forever thankful.
My gratitude will outlast any other feeling I’ll have for you
except that my love will be more lasting than any other feeling I’d feel
towards you or you to me.
Life is more beautiful because of what you have made me become, a better person, the best version I could possibly have of me.
You have all of my love,
-Me
Friends ask me this question a lot, ” are you with someone now?”
No, not yet. But there is always the hope for someone.
This was originally published in my other blog “A Day in the Life of Anne” on July 8, 2013.